Do opposites Attract?
‘I know everyone loves a good love story, the tales where the right ones
become the right two….But I never really believed a perfect man could exist,
and after meeting my husband I can confirm this is true’ (taken from my wedding
speech. Yes Really)
Let me start by saying that I don’t consider myself some
kind of Goddess of Love. I’m just your average girl who has kissed some frogs,
made some mistakes, and then met her Prince Charming… Only my husband is
neither a Prince nor charming.
I know this won’t offend him because he won’t read this. I
know he won’t read this because I don’t think he knows how. In fact I recently
asked him if he had read a book since we had gotten together 6 and a half years
ago, as I couldn’t recall ever seeing him do so…
Me – ‘’Have you read a book since we’ve been together?’’
Him – ‘’What?’’ (He
was VERY busy watching a programme about whether mermaids are real.)
Me – ‘’Have you read a book….you know, in the last few
years?’’
Him –‘’ Errrmmm (pained
expression at having to think). No’’.
Me – ‘’Why Not?’’
Him – (yawning and scratching his balls) ‘’I haven’t go the
time’’.
Me – ‘’Oh’’.
This kind of sums us up. On paper we are absolutely 100%
wrong for each other. He is heads and I’m tails. He is so laid back it’s like he
is just waiting to die, whereas I can’t sit still for longer than half an hour
without writing a ‘to do’ list. He likes white bread, I like brown. He is 11
years older and reminisces about his days raving when he had a ponytail (this
makes me throw up in my mouth a bit), whilst I recall S Club 7 and making up
routines to the spice girls. He likes weird documentaries and world news, and I
like reality tv. He can think of nothing better than to spend a weekend in a
tent in the howling wind, attempting to catch a large fish, so that he can take
a picture of himself holding it, before throwing it back in the water. I’m more
of an ‘indoors’ girl, who is happiest online shopping.
In a sense these differences are partially due to the fact
that he is a man and I am a woman (although I prefer the term ‘girl’ as I’m
scared of growing up), but it runs deeper than that. In fact, there isn’t much
we agree on really. I remind him of this during our many frequent
disagreements.
Me – ‘’Aaaaah. You DO. MY. HEAD. IN. I don’t even know why
we are together’’ I rage, stropping about with a face like a slapped arse.
Him – (smiling – Thankfully he is very difficult to offend).
‘’Because I love you and you love me. That’s how it is, and how it will always
be. Now shut up and give me a kiss’’.
He knows exactly how to deal with me, and I know how to deal
with him. Our extreme opposites actually help. Without me, he would get nothing
done. Without him, I would probably never calm down and just relax. Without me,
he would eat nothing but takeaways, without him I would eat nothing but toast
(did I mention I’m a bit of a lazy cow sometimes?).
It’s funny, because in this modern day of internet dating,
it’s all about ‘matching’ people together. Having mutual interests and stuff in
common, but I really wonder if this is the right way to go about things?
A couple of years back (pre baby), me and the man were out
having dinner. We were sat next to a much older couple who we got chatting to.
It transpired that they were celebrating their 50th wedding
anniversary! That’s impressive enough by itself, but they also seemed genuinely
happy. So I asked the woman:
‘What’s your secret
to staying together so long?’
‘Seperate EVERYTHING Love’ She replied.
‘We have separate cars, separate friends, separate hobbies….but
at the end of the day we come home to each other’.
I laughed and carried on the conversation, but thought about
it later. Maybe she hit the nail on the head? We are all searching for Mr or
Mrs Right, someone to be our best friend, and lover, and do everything with….but
isn’t that a bit of a long shot? Surely you’re just setting yourself up for
disappointment? People have ‘lists’ and ‘types’ and won’t go out with someone ‘blonde’
or someone with ‘baggage’. All this in the hope that they will find the ‘perfect’
relationship. But what is that anyway?
When I got together with my now husband, I wasn’t sure I
even fancied him (bear with me). He had bad dress sense, and highlighted hair
FFS. He was much older, and I was still in my ‘party and don’t want to settle
down yet’ phase. He was bordering on being a cocky wideboy and I was more of
the reserved ice queen type.
But we went on that first date because he asked me, and because
I kind of 'knew' I had to. It took months of being together before I gave in to
the fact that he made me HAPPY. It took years before I accepted our
differences, and stopped assuming we couldn’t possibly stay together forever on
account of him having questionable political stances… and even more years still
to know that love comes in many disguises.
But if you find it, then none of the differences matter, unless you let
them.
Without tempting fate, I really do believe we’ll be together
forever, and am I’m not ‘compromising’ or accepting second best because I never
met the male version of me. I don’t want the male version of me…partly because
I spend enough time with myself already, and partly because I’m not that great
really. In fact, don’t tell anyone, but I’m really quite annoying actually. I
can be extraordinarily moody at times, indecisive, stubborn and occasionally quite
dramatic over unimportant things. I can be pretty uptight, condescending and at
certain times of the month, and absolute emotional wreck (Want to be friends?)
But the thing is, none of this stuff ever put him off. I’m
not saying he likes it, just that he accepts me warts and all, so it’s only
fair that I do the same. And you know what, when you do that…when you stop
fighting the differences or trying to change each other, and instead just say ‘we
love each other’ and that’s that, it makes life a lot easier.
NB Do feel free to remind me of this article when in the
near future I write one about being a single mum, or ask for advice on divorce.
So, for all you single ladies and men, if you’re looking for
love (and I’m not saying you SHOULD be, There are definite perks to being
single and ready to mingle) and haven’t found it. Why not try a new tact? Unless
you’re the human embodiment of perfection, which is unlikely, why don’t you
open your eyes to something, or perhaps someone, new. The guys who’s really
into computer programming that you wrote off as boring, might be an absolute
animal in the sack. The girl who spends her lunch break reading celeb mags
might actually be funny and smart with a gravity defying pair of bazookas,
which far outweigh your annoyance at her penchant for ‘trash’. So go on and ask
them out. If it works out you can email me a wedding invite through my contact
page.
Oh… and one more thing. Someone once told me that the most successful
relationships involve the man being more in love with the woman then she is
with him. Something to do with their dangly bits needing major motivation to be
loyal I think. I’ve observed this rule and think it’s a fairly good bet. Women
want to be treated like a Queen and worshipped by a loyal loving man, and men
want to have it off with a girl hotter than they thought they could.
Simple Right?
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